People say that when you like someone, you start acting more shy around them. It's true for the both of us. I guess that's why there are these silences between us when we are together. I like how today (damn I forgot what we said) you leaned in to tell me something, and I leaned in to tell you something. BUT SHIT, that assemly was really something all right.
I guess after this year, you and I will probably be different. I don't know. I really want to go get some shopping done! There's like hella nice knits/tops at my fave store (: so I gotta go there and spend a few. Cause then that would make me feel all better! I need to set up a day for myself to go by myself or with sister. Friends...I can't deal with right now. I don't want someone on my shoulder to keep telling me "that's too expensive" or "man you must be rich" or "why don't you wait?" cause that's just BS. If I like it, I'll get it...sorry. I do like finding sales and good bargains! Don't get me wrong...I was raised that way too! But I chose otherwise. I don't have the patience to sit quietly and wait. (: If I sound "spoiled' or whatever, don't think that. I earn all this hard money on my own. If I took or accepted it from my parents, then maaan I would feel hella guilty.
shit seee what i mean??!! EVERY FUCKING TIME I HAVE MY HEAD SET ON GETTING OVER HIM....HE IMS ME AND MAKES EVERYTHING HARDER....
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