I hope that this school year I will..:
a) accomplish all that I need to in order to make myself proud and my parents. (of course!)
b) I overcome my fear of how others perceive me. more like a phobia.
c) get over my problems (sometimes--i think i have like a rare disorder of some sort which doctors still haven't diagnosed) over NOTHING. like it's like paranoia. BUT BIGGER.
d) don't judge someone and always remember to live by this quote "Don't judge a man till you've walked two moons in his Moccasins". How clever! It's an old Indian saying (:
e) try m u c h harder!
f) be more appreciative--I think i've worked that out pretty well!
g) come to a better understanding of myself.
h) not not not fall for them again.
i) not become something I'm not. just saying!
j) ..i'm coldd; i'll continue another time!
Today I.. -Watched some of the 'Pearl Harbor' movie with my parents & left because of the disturbing parts. Mhmm. -attended work and had A LOT of work to do..and it required a whole lot of physical strength too! ya'll have no idea how heavy those files are! -had 'Tomato Bisque' soup from that Soup Kitchen place! (as if you couldn't tell already...I hang at Stones a lot; not that I want to buut that's like right next to where I work. so it's convenient!) -felt as though the whole room was staring at me! Not a good feeling esp if they're strangers! -had a random guy come up to me and ask me what time it was ._. yeah. -picked up the new Elle magazine cause it looked 'interesting' *wastee -had my phone freeze on me right before my dad/sister picked me up. -found out about the 'Evil Eye' theory. -got hyped when I found out my MiuMiu bag got shipped (: -bought a HEATED eyelash curler (IT WORKS REALLY WELL!!) -will TRY to sleep earlier.
Tomorrow I.. -should clean up for my friends coming over on Tuesday..yaah man I gotta clean up 2 days before hand causee I have to show my mother that I can have friends over by having a 'cleaner' house. (x -have to attend an SAT class @ 2 pm -have to attend a violin lesson @ 10:30 am. -REALLY SHOULD THINK ABOUT CLEANING.
Monday I.. -will pick up a visa gift card to buy some crap online (: PROMISE THIS WILL BE THE END!! -C L E A N. U P. -Kumon hw -Kumon
Done! hahaha that felt good! alright toodaloooo
