Am I not pretty enough?

I hear the phrase, "You're so pretty" often. I don' t mean to be cocky or self-centered, but I SOMETIMES do feel the same way about myself. But sometimes, I really don't think so. If I'm really THAT pretty & I haven't dated a single guy in my entire life, then Maan, my personality must really really stink! Haha, I feel that way just about all of the time when I'm boreed. Like now! (: I'm going to list all the physical and nonphysical traits I like and dislike about myself: Con-Physical -Sqare jaw D: -Broad shoulders -Flabby tummy -Jumbo thighs...no lie sometimes my jeans make em look good..BUT, I've been using my Aerobics ball lately and I wore my swimsuit on Thursday & man oh man they are starting to look good :D -Somewhat manly calves? I dont know...I have muscular ones.. -Knobby ankles Con-Nonphysical -Hmm, I'm a real big old bitch when I feel like it. -Bossy -Sometimes TOO persuading..not too goood cause I get pushy -I tend to ramble....which I hate -I don't always say what I need to say so many...lol Pro Physical -My eyelids are different...one is double folded, the other is droopy? lol I like it -My eyes are different (: not really squinty not really 'big' -nose -lips & SMILE -Skin -Eyelashes -Arms -Hands -Feet and I'm too lazy to write my Pro nonphysical

Silence;

Silence hurts the ones around us. It hides what we want to see the most in the people we love the most. Silence intrigues us to skim away the most important detail. We all do it. But we all need to learn how to let it all out; not just to anyone! I can't imagine holding everything I feel in the inside. Just say it! It's not like I'm being nosy; it's not like you odn't trust me (right?) it's not like I'm going to tell the ENTIRE universe!

Glow baby, Glow the 27th

I think so much about how I present myself these days. I make sure people see me as a positive outlooker. I don't like people seeing me down because I know that That will make them feel bad. And I dont' like people feeling sorry for me or that they have to "baby" me. Tmrw; I'm going on a date with my lovee. (: That'll cheer me up! Because I haven't gone "shopping" SHOPPING in FOREVER. And it's about time! So yes; back to my blog. Honestly; I can't remember being this happy. well happy---caused by my own self! Never ever; like I haven't felt this in FOREVER; I have this "glow" I can't even explain. I have butterflies in my stomach...about mysefl! lol that's how good I feel.