Do you have any idea how repetitive this journey has been? It's as it every turn I make, I'll bump into something I've already done again. Especially with you. We can't seem to find another way to communicate. But if we did, what would we talk about? You're so shy and you're not willing to open up. As am I, but I will for you. You seem to be interested in me. But. There's just that one thing that's blocking me. HOW CAN YOU ASK A GIRL FROM ANOTHER SCHOOL TO OUR PROM...which is in a year!!! Like who does that?? That just totally turned off everything for me. Like no lie. It's all coming back to me because I've been through this way too many times. All my friends say I don't deserve to go through this and that you're not good enough. Honestly, I don't think they know me good enough to say that. But then those FEW* say that you and I are compatible. Like who should I listen to? Those who dislike him because they think he's a 'phony' or those who just went to school with him? I JUST DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO. FUCK, I know I sound like a retard. I know what I should do, BUT I DON'T KNOW, like my heart is telling me NOT to. Listen to my mind or heart? Listen to what's right? or take a risk? Maan am I paranoid or what? lol I'm a bit too old for this. I feel like a child.
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