Finance

So right now I am currently in Finance Academy. (: don't tell! So like I'm trying to avoid people who give off a bad vibe. I don't like it but just encountering with them makes my day go bad. I'm starting to get more patient with people because SO MANY PEOPLE ask me for help. And I just wish they'd think for themselves. If you know what I mean. I'm just going to go ahead and believe that none--are me. Youre not going to change who I am just for you. If you know--then fine; so be it. You don't have to act like youre all superior. AND AS FOR THE OTHER YOU; f*ck you--sorry for dropping the F-bomb, but seriously. Playing with people. I can't even look at you. And then yeah. I don't want to even SPEAK or THINK about that. I really find no use in that. Whatever it's cool; it's not like I see you or anything. Ha. I think that's a bit of a contradiction. which I've avoided & I think you should too. Okay time for apes!

Me?``

Gosh I really hope it's me he's talking about there. OR he could be like those other doo doo brained guys and be quoting a song...eck. I saw him today and he's breaking out ): well not really, but his pores are showing. ROFL I know--I notice the tiniest details. He has precal right after me! I love how he like stops me in front of everyone and then talks to me in front of everyone and has his hand engulfed around my upper arm. hehee just talking about it makes the temperature go up. For real. MAN THAT OTHER GIRL CAN FCKNG HAVE APPLE. Shooot. haha back to Tree. My matching backpack buddy. ahahah. Just talking to him for A MINUTE could change the outcome of my day, I find. Like no kidding! He's a good mood changer. Sighhhh too bad he's a flirt. Too bad I don't know if he's like this to other girls. And too bad I am always paranoid about this kinda stuff. Goodnight.

Things I'm most afraid about``

I have no classes with Tree. Only classes which we have different periods in. Same teacher. I guess fate called upon this. BUT I'm afraid that if we don't have the same period..we will run out of things to say and everything will be gone. That scares me big time. Not only because I like him, because he is a really good friend. I see him after 3rd (: and sometimes 6th. I'm going to miss him...but I guess fate wanted this so I can FOCUS on school like I should be doing now (x hahha sad part is--he KNOWS I miss having class with him. BET HE DOES TOO, Mr. Big Ego.

Yehehehee (:

lol, I need to S T O P worrying what-the-heck those maniacs out there think of me!!!! youtube supporters help (; forreal; so tomorrow I have to do a speech and I think that's the best way! not like I haven't done them before...buut I can remind myself. I should be studying/doing hw ahead of time for apes!!! laaave!

Going my own way``

It's so pretty outside I'm not even kidding! like the sky is the PRETTIEST blue ever (: . It's not as HOT as yesterday! but that's ok. haha I'm wearing a dress today cause I have to go to my friends' sweet 16s tonight @Buca di Beppo! haha I love those two girlies! Anyways my mom was like 'oh wow youre wearing a dress finally! you have so many of them, and now youre wearing one! why didn't your sister get one of these??' lol I just started laughing cause like I don't think my sister would have so many chances to wear it YET. School wise--um, teachers have been giving me INSANE amounts of work! Like no joke. Tomorrow, I'm getting a new phone so I don't know how I'ma squeeze it in. Pull an allnighter?? Cause APES..well I've studied today at work rofl and my coworkers were like O.o cause i was being cheap and decided to print off the maps here (: and yeah so I studied here at work cause my other partner wasn't here so I have to pick up the slack. I did all the work I had to do at work then I studied (: SPRING SALAD @BOUDIN BAKERY IS GOOOOOD! Don't eat the bread cause there're too many carbs! PS: readers``lets see if this resolves anything! we'll keep this up.

Classes I dislike ALREADY.

I walked into a world full of fame and fortune..... Yeah that's basically how I'm feeling right now! (the quote) I forgot to turn on my alarm clock...so I was mthaeffing late to 1st period...Chinese. Gosh, that teacher--I've had her last year for FIRST period too. But now, she embarasses me in front of the class. Oh! I sit in front of Rock...but this other guy who sat behind Tree NOW sits next to me > <. I don't like this ONE bit. Hate it. Really. This class is FULL of seniors. Theres only like 3-5 juniors..I sometimes ask myself why the eff did I skip Chinese 1/2. Ohwell. I know I'll do fine in this class cause I've been learning Mandarin since like I was 4? So I'm fluent now (x hehee sounds good to say it! Just one problem...which I hope will be resolved is that I will get there ON TIME! that's my goal. Another class I may have trouble with is PreCal. Not cause of the people; I LOVE THE PEOPLE. It's the teacher...and the subject within itself. Man. I'ma have a hard time. She grades pretty hard and is a 'wannabe' of another teacher lol reminds me of a few things which I won't mention! I'm so proud of myself cause I finished hella things that were due next week or the end of the week already! Like studying O M GOSH. I wouldve NEVER done this last year..but this year is the year that MATTERS. So yeahh Goodnightxxxx

Can I tell you?

OHH MAN. High school, for me, seems to just keep getting better and better as we get along! And sooner or later it'll be gone....): BUT OMFG! I love every class and every one in my class. Buut there's this scary girl whose kinda scaring me...cause i have history with her AGAIN for 4th period AGAIN. HOPEFULLY I don't sit near her ( i know this sounds mean..) by the time the teacher has a seating arrangement. My teachers actually gave out some homework..pfft. Whatever. I'm done--which is why I'm blogging! SOOO, I've gotta tell you guys something. Someone stole my heart away, and I really mean it. Like everytime I breathe--I feel as something is missing (: Ive chosen (fINALLY) out of the two. I have decided to pursue with...Tree. I think I've made a good decision NOT ONLY DID HE SHOW HE CARED FOR ME, but it's just one of those things..I can't explain it. The other one...I barely feel a thing. Like nada. I'll stop there!