Can I tell you something? If I do, will you promise to hold it in? And if you promised, could you promise that you wouldn't be tempted to tell another soul? I know I'm not a Great listener. I don't really like talking about it either. Unless you're 1/5. (: But other than that--I'll let you read about it.

Monday, August 3, 2009

Come again?

A few days ago, my friends came over to hang and chill at my place (: . Feels so good to say that! Anyways---my bestfreind---she's quite outspoken. The 'sprite' of the bunch, you could say. I don't know..I know she doesn't mean harm when she speaks what she does cause she says things -at times- without thinking about how it may hurt someone's feelings. I've confronted to her about this...and she BLEW UP. Not even joking. We've had all these ups and downs tons and tons of times. Which is why, I try and be the BIGGER person and not mention or say anything about it. No, not like a wallflower but just kinda viewing the circumstances. My dog really likes biting people's socks. He thinks it's a game. So I tell everyone to kindly take off their socks...in honor of my dog and so that they don't get holes in their socks. She came a bit later but I did tell her not to wear them. She took one off to play with my dog. And like there was a little bit of dog hair on it. OBVIOUSLY because the dog was swarming her. DUH? Dog's tend to shed...and everyone's like WHOA and then she goes "Yeah it's all from here"..and I go =__= REALLY? did you just say that? I mean COME ON, I vacuumed the place AND you stepped outside!! I was pretty damn pissed. And then this was my first time serving people outside in my dining room and she was like "Do you just leave all these things here?" Cause like I had bread and a few chinese candies on the dning table. AND WE WERE EATING I left them out there so that people could take what they liked...I just felt like all that hard work I had put in to make that day perfect went awry. ): it tore my insides apart. Like I don't mind if you make fun of all my camera whoring on my computer and anything you know. but like really? Your house is RUGGED and you have cleaning ladies come in and help you clean the hardwood floor so OBVIOUSLY you have no idea how hard it is to clean!

Proof: I observed something very peculiar about you, dearest. While I was inside the kitchen setting up the spaghetti for everyone, I could hear every word that came out of everyone's mouths. Cause the kitchen is right next to the dining room...(: so yeah Everyone was like "oh Louise your house is so decorated, so Asian, so many Asian decorations!" and then you said "yeah!" and then people were like "omg! I have that in my house too" and you were like "yeah same here! it's like those Asian things...my grandma has that" whatever...that statment you said TOTALLY ruined you because you said that Y O U had it and then you say that your grandma had it...lol and my guests were eating you up like crazy and pointing that out. Not that I ever wanted that to happen ok? And then you tried covering yourself by saying that you said that it's the same if your grandma has it..and it's yours or what not. BUT IT'S NOT cause your mah mah don't live with you! Thanks guests were beefing that up (:<3>

Okay I know I sound a bit devilish but like seriously. It's not cause I don't have the guts. BELIEVE me I do, i have a brutal past where if I say one thing or comment on one thing with you--everything in the world EXPLODES. I don't know how to put it! Our friendship is just so complicated! Like you say that you agree with me but I see it in your eyes that you DON'T. and your mouth is like begging to laugh! I can read people pretty damn easily and no fake ass people get to me. TRUST ME. I can read 'fake' right off a damn picture. I kinda have that ability and it sometimes scares me. Like I think i have this 'sixth sense' cause. ok. In SAT tutoring...the tutor is talking and my brain is LITERALLY in lalaland. And my head is like automatcially recording every word. And then he asks a question and my mouth blurts out the right one....and I wasn't even THINKING about the problem! OHSHIT right? It's like my head is in 'autopilot' mode (:

Mhm, he told me he loved me (: and it's his birthday today ~ Happy Birthday, Bestie (: I was gonna add something but then if I typed it out..it'd sound hella perverted so I won't. haha

I feel like I let out a bunch of steam and it feels goooood yuum. Working in a week. And my mthaeffing miu miu bag is coming this friday! HAAY! haha omfg. My aunt just sent a louis vuitton trevi bag<3>