So today I found out that you do some pretty sick shit. Like no lie, I could not believe that you even would do that. I fell for the wrong you. No wonder...What's worse, finding out your friend does illlegal stuff OR finding out you fell for a guy with a Fixed personality...?
Thanks...for nothing. All those memories I remember having with you were actually with a guy who doesn't exist and was too good to be true. I should've known-but I was naive. I really thought I was going to faint when she answered all my questions..like my world felt like it was crashing. My heart felt like it was ripped from me and then tore and then stepped all over on....I feel like shit. like I have this hole in my chest. It hurts too much. Like, I can't even look at you the same. Chyeah right....quitting by the 31st?! WHY on earth would you make promises you KNOW you can't keep?? Yeah, I felt bad for you when she yelled at you but lol..i don't anymore. She had every right to. I CAN'T DO THIS ANYMORE. I gotta get my life back on track, the way it WAS. Everyone thought that you WERE supposedly the one -- more like the one that would destroy me. I don't care what you do anymore. FOR ALL I CARE, why don't you NOT come to class and NOT flick me and NOT hug me and just stop talking to me. You make things harder as it is. Whatever, life is empty as of now.
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