My mom once told me that out of all three of us (daughters), I am the closest towards her.
Random I know. I've kinda always kept things to myself. That's just the way I was raised. 'If you see someone doing something bad on the street, don't look at them, point at them, just walk away' So yeah. People usually see this as an 'advantage' of some sort to get through to me..but it doesn't work cause I know those tricks all too well. I wouldn't quite categorize myself as the quiet type either cause I totally speak up for myself & for the ones I care for. Also for the people whom I believe are right---even if they are random. Not quite outspoken either. I know when to like 'stop' at a certain point in conversations--like people who just do NOT want to talk to you. On aim, myspace, facebook, youtube, blogs, EVERYTHING---I respond fairly quickly. Not to brag but I do. And sometimes--like I'm not trying to suggest anything and what not but like some people, who probably don't like me/ hate me/ for odd reasons, just respond with like this 'mean' way idk how to descibe it! but that's just how I feel and it makes me sad cause I feel like we were good friends at one point---got reunited--and then found me annoying? is that possible?? I don't know. It just makes me really sad cause they seem like such a NICE person through pictures and stuff but when you actually talk to them it's like WTF..i dont' think I deserve to be treated that way but then again I don't want to be a bother & I don't enjoy talking to those who don't wish to talk to me.
I really don't like the the 'ice breaker' where you haven't talked to someone in a while and go 'soo how's it been going' and that person is like busy or doesn't want to talk to you. You know that feeling? I don't wanna like stop talking to them in general.
): Saddens me. I am a person who loves to be friends with EVERYONE. It's just this trait I have. I know some people find that annoying cause everytime I walk down the hallway...I always say HI to everyone I know/met OR someone I know/met says hi back to me and all those HI's and Bye's make up the majority of my day. Hopefully one day I can clear things up. I wish I can just say "I wish things would be the way I want them to be" and they would! But that's like summoning the sky and earth to collide with one another...aka IMPOSSIBLE. I tend to blog a LOT. Sorry. But blogging is quite fun.
I like how my Bestie always stays somehow in contact with me. I think it's real cute when he comes up with the funniest things to say and they just make up my day. Like everytime (: I love him very much. And I hope he knows that by now w/o me saying it. Next time the opputunity comes up, I will tell him. Just wait and see & of course you guys will the first to know about it ;) Niightxoxo
Tuesday, June 30, 2009
Competition
My mom once told me that out of all three of us (daughters), I am the closest towards her.
Random I know. I've kinda always kept things to myself. That's just the way I was raised. 'If you see someone doing something bad on the street, don't look at them, point at them, just walk away' So yeah. People usually see this as an 'advantage' of some sort to get through to me..but it doesn't work cause I know those tricks all too well. I wouldn't quite categorize myself as the quiet type either cause I totally speak up for myself & for the ones I care for. Also for the people whom I believe are right---even if they are random. Not quite outspoken either. I know when to like 'stop' at a certain point in conversations--like people who just do NOT want to talk to you. On aim, myspace, facebook, youtube, blogs, EVERYTHING---I respond fairly quickly. Not to brag but I do. And sometimes--like I'm not trying to suggest anything and what not but like some people, who probably don't like me/ hate me/ for odd reasons, just respond with like this 'mean' way idk how to descibe it! but that's just how I feel and it makes me sad cause I feel like we were good friends at one point---got reunited--and then found me annoying? is that possible?? I don't know. It just makes me really sad cause they seem like such a NICE person through pictures and stuff but when you actually talk to them it's like WTF..i dont' think I deserve to be treated that way but then again I don't want to be a bother & I don't enjoy talking to those who don't wish to talk to me.
I really don't like the the 'ice breaker' where you haven't talked to someone in a while and go 'soo how's it been going' and that person is like busy or doesn't want to talk to you. You know that feeling? I don't wanna like stop talking to them in general.
): Saddens me. I am a person who loves to be friends with EVERYONE. It's just this trait I have. I know some people find that annoying cause everytime I walk down the hallway...I always say HI to everyone I know/met OR someone I know/met says hi back to me and all those HI's and Bye's make up the majority of my day. Hopefully one day I can clear things up. I wish I can just say "I wish things would be the way I want them to be" and they would! But that's like summoning the sky and earth to collide with one another...aka IMPOSSIBLE. I tend to blog a LOT. Sorry. But blogging is quite fun.
I like how my Bestie always stays somehow in contact with me. I think it's real cute when he comes up with the funniest things to say and they just make up my day. Like everytime (: I love him very much. And I hope he knows that by now w/o me saying it. Next time the opputunity comes up, I will tell him. Just wait and see & of course you guys will the first to know about it ;) Niightxoxo
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