It's all in my head

Today has got to be the closest we have ever been; literally.

HIS HAIR...OMFG IS PISSING ME OFF BECAUSE IT'S STARTING TO LOOK LIKE THOSE FOBBY ONES FROM LAST YEAR...=____= no I cna't deal with that.

So let's start! It's the beginning of class and as soon as I step in there's a big HI or Hello...gosh I suck at these details. And then we walk up into the library. Our computer doesn't work..@ first I thought he wasn't going to sit with me but then it totally changed. So we moved over to where John and Wilson were sitting and we had to share a computer. Which was okay-la. So I bring a chair and he brings one, but I didn't see that there was already a chair there ... the table over there was pretty darn tall! So yeah I carried mine back. We start our project and what not. HE SLEPT @ 2 AM. Which would totally explain the fact why he wasn't on yesterday. He leaned on my shoulder :D because of his tiredness and he almost rolled off. That was in my dream....except....I was the one leaning on his shoulder........ ugh. I know. But hey! can't always come out the way I want! So then like he started poking my sides and seeing if I was ticklish or not. And I totally am not. HE IS THE MOST TICKLISH GUY OUT THERE. Which is kinda weird, but hey! Whatever.. so John tells him to look over on his screen and supposedly there's this picture of a guy doing something really REALLY disturbing? I don't know. But John wanted to show me but he kinda nudged me and said NOT to look cause it would ruin me or whatever (: That felt so good, cause he actually wanted to prevent me from looking at somehting LOL; never heard of that huh? Russell was coming and we were on my tumblr and then he alarmed me by telling me to switch the screen. ((: Yeahh, good day. HIS SKIN omg I just wanted to like SCRUB EVERYTHING OFF AND LIKE SMOTHER HIM IN LOTION BECAUSE IT'S DRY, AND THERE'S LIKE BLACKHEADS....lol he told me to stop looking at him. HIS CHINESE NAME HAS LIKE 4 CHARACTERS BECAUSE HE'S TAISANESE! How come I don't get four characters? I"m taisanese too! 1/2....He was going to tell me but then...the topic changed. And then we headed outward and he started telling me about this girl and how he saw her around school but then all of sudden became friends or whatever. And he asked me if that was weird. Well, I guess I have a few friends like that but as long as she's good to him I don't mind. The tree has officially been cut off. I just need the apple to rot. But I think it has already started because when he was talking to me or whatever I just don't feel that same spark anymore. I really think that ALL OF THIS; IS ALL IN MY HEAD and no one else can see it or feel it. Maybe he does because I just feel that he does! Look at that picture! He did that himself...in class today. Yeah yeah I know. It really is all in my head.

So like, when he was typing the login for the computer he almost* put in ildeng LOL but my login is lodeng ROFL so i was like...mann, he remembered my sn!!! :D and then before I headed up to Lando's he was like "Louise!" And I turned around and was like yess? And he was next to me and i thought he was gonna hug me or something and he goes like "where are you going?" and I'm like third floor and he's like ohh, okay bye and lol i'm not sure if those are his exact words but whatever! just knowing the moment happened is good enough for me xoxo